Forever And Always

Michelle. 17. Indonesian. Multifangirl. Student.








Thermochromic table by Jay Watson

imagine banging someone on that table

imagine being home alone and seeing imprints on that table

noooooo stop

Imagine having a friend sit at that table for a long while, but when they get up there’s no imprints at all.

What if you got up after trying to console a crying friend, and found that you had no imprints… and they were crying because they missed you?

aaaah it was a cool table now it’s a horror/drama story

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when you need to cough in an exam but you’ve already coughed like twice so you just sit there suffocating

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The rape joke is
I was six when I found out the world is cruel

And that sex didn’t always mean love

The rape joke is

When he finished
I got coconut icecream

So I wouldn’t cry

Loud enough for his

Parents to hear

The rape joke is

When I taste coconut now
I gag because all I taste is him

And his smile haunts me

He’s in almost everything I do

And I bet he doesn’t even remember
My name

The rape joke is

He must be married already with kids now

And I still carry scars

On my thighs that are named

After him

And I can’t sleep at night
Because I wonder

If his kids are eating coconut Icecream too
And I cry

The rape joke is

When I told my mom
She said I made it up
And I just wanted attention
My ex best friend laughed at me

When I told her about
How afraid I was that it

Would happen again

The rape joke is

Out of everyone I’ve met
Half have told me their

Innocence was stolen

By him or by her

And none of the criminals

Found themselves in prison 

Instead they all got 
And they got panic attacks

In the school bathroom
When they share their story

The rape joke is

I was six, and he was my babysitters son

So it’s a tragedy

But if I was raped today

They’d blame it on my short dress
or my attitude

The rape joke is

At certain age

You become the crime scene

And the culprit

—AnabelaInWonderland (via anabela-in-wonderland)

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sometimes i wonder what my teachers’ otps are.

what if teachers shipped their students

ship wars in the staff room

anonymous hate mail in other teachers’ assignment boxes

fanfiction written by english teachers, fanart drawn by art teachers

the real edgy teachers write teacher/student fics and hope the school board doesn’t find out

(the school board knows and eagerly awaits each new chapter)

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